Monthly Focus Archive

The Channelled Wisdom Of Grandmother
Monthly Focus: April 2006

(We arrive for the monthly teaching with Grandmother soaring like birds in the sky. It is a beautiful clear day and we are thrilled to have this vantage point. We soar for hours quietly in our own ways. After a time, Grandmother speaks to us inside our quiet minds. She smiles telepathically in her bird form.) I do not think you have any way to explain to yourself or to others the level of exhaustion this last Moon of change has brought to your dear mind and body. Much has changed in one short Moon. The worlds have split and for you, now there is no turning back. No more pretending that you are small or not a part of all great things. There is great freedom in the choices you have made. Blessed be for this time in our history.  

At the very same time, as you pause for a “dazed” moment, make sure as you reestablish your new footing in new ways, with new footsteps and with new resources. Ask yourself “is this a new way of doing it?” If you can answer “yes”, then you will find the place that exists beyond exhaustion. This is the place to soar this Moon. You will not be able to walk this change; you will have to plot it in an airborne way. This is why we are up here soaring in the skies like the birds. (We sigh and talk a deep bird-breath. It is wonderful to enjoy the spaciousness that is up here. The world itself seems in very good proportion, good perspective. We relax and aim to anchor this feeling of calm and perspective in us. Grandmother nods.)  

A sign of true maturity is that one can plot a steady course through change and chaos and not only smile at it, but rise above it and conquer new dominions within themselves and their chosen path. A sign of less experience is when we take the inevitable swells of the climate of chaos personally. If we take chaos to heart, we are not in service ... we are in expectation. Change and tailoring is part of life’s terrain. If you have a plan, it can be altered at any given time to maximize the flavor of change. Expectation that ends in whining is simply a sign that you did not have solid plan to begin to alter in the first place.  

Try hard this Moon to leave expectation in the life you have left behind. Be nimble, versatile, thankful and open to change. Have your plans, yes this is always necessary and good. But, also be willing to change these plans on a moments notice as well. Life is not stationary. Creation is even less stationary. Celebrate the creative spark within you that is not only alive and well, but that is actually expanding in monumental ways. Now that you no longer have to wait for the everyday, walking world to make sense or to give you permission to be yourself, you will have much more freedom to open up the new cells here. (Grandmother points to the back of our brainstem.) This expansion will enable new ways of thinking that are more expansive and most importantly … that are truly positive. (She chuckles in her still soaring, bird-form.) I wonder if you can remember the last time you actually experienced a handful of consecutive Moons where you felt completely positive! I think it was a little while ago.  

(As we are listening to Grandmother’s words, she has us land on a beach in a very secluded area. As our feet touch the sand, we turn back into our human forms once again. We walk quietly, alone for awhile. Next she instructs us to swim in the ocean that is here for us. We do. As we wade or swim we feel layers of unconsciousness being swept away from us. They lift like transparent layers of skin from our minds and bodies and dissolve into the salty water. Grandmother nods.) Let the sea, let salt and water help you lift this archetypical membrane from your physical bodies this Moon. It no longer serves the purpose of keeping safe inside your cocoon of human slumber. You will feel more energy, more awakened, more creativity this Moon because of this transformation. It will be gentle. In all you do … soar. Soar and keep perspective of what is truly below you called your life. This is your life. You will never live another one quite like it. Celebrate each day that you are alive to live it. Leave expectation in the other world. The walking world that seeks to have the membrane of fear and scarcity upon you so that you will serve and consume in a non-questioning, endless fashion. (Grandmother smiles gently and picks up a handful of sand. She lets it trickle down slowly through her fingers.) Shhhhhhh. There is plenty to go around. Plenty to see and do. Plenty to love and be loved by. Soar this Moon and remember this place of ancient creativity and creation. This is what exists beyond exhaustion dear ones. It is a good place. Be blessed.

AHO, Grandmother

Copyright © 2006 Lori Wilson. All rights reserved

 

 

The Channelled Wisdom Of Grandmother
Monthly Focus: March 2006

(We arrive for the teaching this month on the lip of a huge Volcano. It is bubbling and full of fire. We stand, somehow miraculously being able to bear the heat, on the edge of the lip of this enormous Volcano. Grandmother speaks telepathically to us over the roar of the flames and heat.) It is good that you are strong. You are strong, not for what you need endure, but rather for what you have endured over these last few weeks. Last Moon you were asked to move, to roll up your sleeves, to download your plate … at the same time you might have no idea where you are going. Many things have amplified by way of chaos and fear in the world around you and have even deeply touched your own world as well. Yes, I see these things. And yet … here you are. Take a minute and realize that even while you are on the cusp of the Volcano, you are still coherent. You are not afraid. Indeed in a strange way, amidst the completely sublime nature of the last few weeks, you have within you … a new and distinct calm. You are calmer now on the edge of the unknown, on the edge of the fire, than any time you have known thus far. (Grandmother beams proudly and exclaims.) I am very proud of you.

You have each and every one of you, already jumped from cliffs. You have jumped from waterfalls, and you have plummeted through the abyss. All of these initiations you have had. A handful, a small handful of you have actually jumped into the fire. This is what this Moon is about. You are jumping into the fire of your life! It is a terrifying time, it is a calm time and at the very same instant … it is the most powerful and positive time of your life. Imagine that! (And so, without any further prompting or even trepidation, we jump. We all jump sheer into the Volcano. We don’t think. We don’t worry. We don’t hesitate. We just jump. (We laugh as we are transmuting in the flames. We notice collectively in our groups mind “Hey, we were not even instructed to jump. We just jumped!”) Indeed you did!

Not only are you entering a point of no turning back in your life, you are entering a point of no turning back as a people. What I mean by this is very simple, and at the same time … extraordinarily complex. I will give you a brief summary. I have been telling my students of life for many years that there are two worlds. There is an everyday, visible, walking world … and the invisible, spirit, energetic worlds. This is not a new concept at all. Until this time, until this very Moon, you have been living your life for the most part in the walking world while drawing strength, guidance and restoration from the invisible, energetic world. You live in everyday reality, but you are fueled by the other world. Is this not so?

This Moon, the time many of us have known would happen is happening. The two worlds are splitting. They are separating. They will now, from this Moon forward move farther and farther apart in very tangible and concrete ways. Like planets on a separate trajectory, however these are realities, dimensions instead of actual geographic planets. These sorts of things are the stories I need tell in the olden ways around the council fire. (Grandmother is referring the daily and monthly teachings that she will be offering on-line later this month. She has been patiently waiting for us to construct the technology and mechanisms for us to bring her teachings and words to more people via recorded messages. She nods.) Although it may not be a council fire in actually form, it will be a council fire meeting place in the invisible realms. This is the sort of teachings I am speaking of.

For over ten years I have told people that the day would come that the two worlds would split and the two realities would begin to operate on different principles than have ever existed on this very planet. They will no longer be battling one another by virtue of their different natures. The people who choose to live and relate solely in the walking world will have a harder time seeing and grasping what is going in the invisible realms with these new times. Those like yourself who have walked in the everyday, walking world, only drawing fuel or strength from the vast invisible worlds will be called more to walk and operate with the energetic laws and principles of the sprit/invisible realms. Oh, you know the principles. You have studied them. You have hoped for more of them becoming operational. But you have not walked here and fully lived them. It has been nearly impossible with all of life’s distractions. Now you will walk in the invisible, spirit realm knowledge base and maintain a connection with the walking world, however you will no longer use the invisible/energetic world as a supplementary food sourve. It will become your blood.

You need not do anything about this change. It is a world change, an Earth change, a global change. All this talk of “ends of worlds” always makes me chuckle with love. We misinterpret so many simple principles. The world is not ending in 2012 or in any other year any more than it was ever ending in 1995 or 2000. It had the potential to end, oh this was for certain. However, you changed all that. You changed all that with your love and awareness and compassion. And so, our world is here to stay.

This Moon you are being asked to get your sea legs about you while practicing walking and living from the creation principles of the spirit/invisible realms. You can then apply these principles to impacting and influencing the everyday, walking world realities. You will become the true alchemist you have always been. Look at you. You have thrown yourself into the fire as willing participant. To do so without thought of mortality or loss of control is a genuine sign of a true magician and alchemist. (We laugh inside our transmuted, Volcanic heads wondering if there could possibly be any less control than that which we have felt over these last few weeks. Grandmother chuckles at the irony and truth in our observations. Next she proceeds to take our transmuted selves out of the lava pit and is now rolling us flat under an object that looks like a 3-foot long rolling pin. After a few hours she has a few thousand of us properly rolled flat like little pancake people. She smiles with love as she works.)

Rolling you flat is a necessary part of the transition. You had to be flattened, so to speak, in order to quieten your minds enough to make this global transition. This was not a thinking process, but rather an evolutionary process. Now that the shift of the two worlds, the two realities splitting is complete, you will be able to resume (We jump in to finish Grandmother’s sentence … “resume having a brain again?” She chuckles.) Yes, you can resume having a brain again. Thanks you for being such a strong force in our world. There have been many passages, transitions, deaths and setbacks in this last Moon. They are all part of the gift of the fire, the alchemy needed to truly split the two realities safely, once and for all. Now, you will get to live more freely in two worlds. The others who choose to only live in one reality will drift further and further way into their own worlds. This is fine. They will be fine. It is their choice and a part of our human experience. Have love and compassion for these two worlds that operate out of clarity and choice or out of fear and scarcity. You may have absolutely nothing in your hands today; you may have suffered unbearable loss, difficult heath or insult. You may be staring at the fire below and feeling that there will be no tomorrow, but there will be. There will be wonderful tomorrows lived in your home-world called love, full-awakened living, truth and choice. No one can take these things away from you. They are flame resistant, birthright resources. Cherish what you have today inside. The rest outside comes and goes. Your fleck of heart, truth, mission and values is all you will ever need to build the worlds and realities you have wanted. You will still find resistance from the walking worlds to you in life. Now that the two worlds have spilt for all times however, you will find this resistance less and less. This alone, (She grins.) was well worth the wait! Be blessed my sweetest ones. Celebrate this transmutation. Be blessed.

The teaching this month is dedicated to all of our transmutations.
To Diane & Ben and their home, sanctuary and marriage that bridges worlds.
To Christine and her strong vision to bring new worlds to the children.
To Anne and Annie and their love, humor and bravery.
And to my own family and our beloved dog Parker who is walking between the worlds of life and death as I write this teaching today.

AHO, Grandmother

Copyright © 2006 Lori Wilson. All rights reserved

 

The Channelled Wisdom Of Grandmother
Monthly Focus: February 2006

(This month we arrive for the teaching underground. It is difficult to discern exactly where we are. We hear and smell fresh water, but it is completely dark around us. We feel the Earth beneath us, but can not see anything. We are not sure whether to move forward, to move around, or to stay still and wait. We feel Grandmother smiling inside our minds. She asks us telepathically.) And what exactly would you be waiting for? What are you waiting for? (We don’t even have a real answer for her. Most of our worlds seem to have exploded as of late and we are having a hard time formulating an answer, let alone reflecting on her question in any coherent way. Again Grandmother smiles patiently in the darkness.) So then, if you can not answer what you are waiting for, start with what you know? What do you know right now?

(We all pause to reflect on this easier question. What we know is that something has changed in us lately. We are less patient and more stressed than usual, if it is possible to even define “stress”, or “usual” in our lives. We know we are tired, but we can not sleep where we are. It is not possible or even particularly safe to just stop and rest. We know we are in the Earth and it is dark. We know we can hear and smell the water and that most of us would prefer to at least be able to see the water and the light, than stay wandering here in this unknown land. Grandmother smiles her approval.) Good choice, so then move. Moving is what is needed this Moon. This is the order of the day!

It matters not so much where you move, but rather the action that you are moving. Forward movement is preferable, but not all of you know exactly what “forward direction” means in your life right now. For some of you it means doing more and being fairly aggressive in your actions. For others, it means being fairly aggressive in paring down, in doing less, in taking stock and truly prioritizing that which continues to pile upon your plate. Plates have a magical, almost magnetic way of piling up with tasks and possibilities. Find a way to have a balance of both on your plate. Tasks make sure you are doing that which you seek and desire. Possibilities keep the spark going within you. It keeps the firelights burning deep within. There does need to be a balance of the two. Find that balance now.

(As Grandmother is speaking we have at least begun moving. We have decided in our collective brilliance that we are going to crawl along in the darkness, so we don’t injure ourselves and one another in the searching. Crawling on the ground seems like the proper thing to do. There is naturalness and humbleness in it. And so we crawl. As we do so, we become quiet. We become curious. We become still inside our minds and pay attention more to the surroundings, smells and the sounds around us. We relax. We feel Grandmother smile once again and then we see the light ahead of us. The sounds of the water are louder now. We relax even further. Soon we find our way out to a great slate ledge along a waterfall. It is breathtaking. We are 15 feet above the water surface and a beautiful waterfall is cresting above us. We feel relieved, but without even fully knowing why.)

You are relieved because you are out in nature. You are relieved because you are at the base of the waterfall instead of being at the top ready to fall from the waterfall. You have come this far! There is much to celebrate. You are also relieved because you can see and thus can now plan what you need to do next. Life is not always clear and so you need to still be strategic in walking through it. You can not however, go back into the solitude and privacy of the Earth, of the caves in life. You have asked to be counted and as such, you will have to be in the light to be seen and counted. If you are tired, rest. Rest here on the ledge. It is large enough to hold many who are resting. If you need refreshing and restoration, swim. Swim and play and be rejuvenated by the water. If you need to plan, plan. It is not time for planning alone. You have done enough of this already. Plan however, with those who can actually help move the plan forward. Planning with those who might be good listeners but only know how to keep you small is not a good idea right now where you stand. You need action.

All of this is important, but nothing is more important than taking a good honest look at your plate called life. No one will give you credence if you say that you can deliver something when you can not. You can not deliver that which you wish with too much on your plate. You think you can hide that which is on your plate. You can not. Plates are obvious. We wear them on our faces, in our eyes and in our cells. People are too smart to pretend to look away in politeness any longer. Late last year you were asked to download some tasks upon your plate of life. I did mean everyone. You are unique and special, ei, ‘tis true. You are not that special however to be the only one who walks through this year with an overloaded plate and have it be acceptable. Overloaded plates are not stylish, but even more pointedly, they are not safe. They are not safe for you and they are not safe for those whom are entrusted in your care. They are not safe for those who are meant to follow your leadership.

None of us knows how to artfully download a plate that is too full. It is usually a bit of a mess to wade through. It may take some resorting and re-choosing. Honesty will help you in this downloading of the plate process. Paper and writing will be of use to many. Asking you, “How can I best be used?” is critical in the sorting process. Asking “What will bring me the greatest results and joy?” is also important. Asking “who am I most afraid of letting down?” and “who am I most afraid might judge me?” may also be of relevance for those of you who are resting on the ledge. In practical terms, it is impossible to clean a basement or a closet in a house without looking at what you have piled in there in the first place. No one else is looking this Moon, so get to your downloading and tidying task at hand. They will be looking next Moon. You have spent the last few years driving attention and resources your way. Do not be caught in the midst of a half cleaned closet, so to speak … when it is time to move forward quickly.

Be blessed my dear ones. Life is a combination of celebration, hard work and rest. This Moon is it time for rolling up your sleeves and downloading your plate so that when this cycle comes round once more again, you can actually accomplish the work at hand, instead of resorting or reshuffling the piles around once more. Then, you can also enjoy the rest and celebration phases as well. It is meant (She winks lovingly at us, and emphasizes again …) I do mean “meant” to be a balance in the cycles. Celebrate, work and rest. Imagine if we all took this to heart. Working harder right now will just generate more work for you. Working hard at that which you have chosen to put on your plate will generate results. Results can be celebrated. After celebration, we rest. And so, think on these things this Moon and be honest. Ask for help and swim a bit this Moon. (She jumps playful off the ledge and into the water below. Before we even have the time to think, Grandmother splashes us playfully and we are lost in a game of splashing and jumping. For today, it is just nice to have the break from our thoughts and isolated struggles. As we splash and enjoy the sun, we each give thanks for the company of like minds and for Grandmother’s teachings.).

AHO, Grandmother

 

Monthly Focus: January 2006

(Today we arrive with the others for the first of the month teaching as well as the first of the year’s teaching from Grandmother. Surprisingly, we are all feeling a bit nervous. We can not tell if it is nervousness or excitement. Perhaps it is a bit of both. Grandmother smiles lovingly as she settles us in the pine forest that we are in. We are asked to rest on our bellies on the forest floor. It is covered in a new snow as well as many branches and needles from the beautiful pines that surround us. The smell is very comforting. We rest quietly for some time. Grandmother sits among us. She wraps her olden red shawl around herself and smiles.)

You are not feeling nervous, you are feeling excited. You are feeling change. Last year at this time, I told you that this year that we have just ended would be a year that we would remember as a time when we each experienced 5 separate and enormous successes. I would ask that you each take a moment and name these successes now. (We do so quietly on our own. It seems like a challenge to get started, but once we think of one or two successes, the others tumble forth. Grandmother nods.) It is important always that you give thanks and notice to your blessings. This is good manner. This year, good manners will also be a catalyst to bringing more to your doorstep by way of results and actual materials that you need. You are all builders. However, few of you have had the tools and resources you have required to build that which needs be built by you and you alone.

This year, 2006 you are being called forth to exhibit a style of leadership such the likes you have never done before. Yes, I know that you are all leaders in your own right. Many of you also avoid being true leaders. (She winks.) Leadership means the ability to inspire others by deliberate action. This year you are being asked to wear and march a heightened definition of leadership in a way that not only is modeled, but is also followed. Leaders are always teachers. They need physical others in order to accomplish their mission, their job … their service. Never think for a moment that it is a haughty thing to desire to be a leader. It is not haughty at all. If you have something to teach, to inspire, to show the world … how else can we learn it than being taught?

Think this Moon about that which you have to teach us. People are looking in all sorts of unusual places for inspiration these days. This year will see the modeling of a new thinking, a new consciousness that will bring us through clear to the year 2010. Take your part in creating a mark in this new thinking. You can influence one person this year or you can influence many thousands. For many of you, the numbers are not as important as the clarity and strength of the message being sent. For the pioneers, the numbers of those you will reach and touch does still remain important.

We need clear influence in our world again. We have not had hope and true inspiration since the late 1950s. We need a different sort of inspiration than those times, yes … but a genuine inspiration nonetheless. Somewhere in the last many years we have forgotten how to be optimistic. We have traded naivety for street-smart awareness and this is good. In our haste to not to be taken advantage of, we have also lost our faith in one another. We have lost our remembering that it takes several grains of sand to make a desert or a beach. No one grain is particularly bigger or more important than the next. (She smiles broadly.) Oh, I am sure there are some grains that are more “leaders” than others, ones that grind and grate a little more. In the end we are equally small … and in this sameness we are infinitely equal. We are also each and every one of us that large and power-filled in our same sand-like ways. Be optimistic this year. Not a naive optimism thinking that someone else will come to the rescue or hand you free gifts. Be optimistic this year by saying “I as one grain of sand have many things to offer and I will indeed offer them.” Remember what you are here to do. What is your unique message, your inspiration? What do people need to know that you have to teach them? We all have things to teach, each and every one of us. No matter if it is big or small, all messages are needed.

Many of you have been waiting for life to make sense or for an invitation to offer your message. Life will not very often make sense and you will be fortunate to receive two or three invitations in life that are of noted consequence. Grains of sand on a beach or in a desert do not wait to be invited to be a part of the great evolution called life. Through your own erosion you have learned much. We need to hear what you have learned and what you value. We all have a unique grain of sand, a unique piece of the puzzle to offer that makes this incredible world a better place. This world is an incredible place. So much less time is spent out of doors or in nature than in the past, and so you miss a great deal of the beauty. So much of your perception is influenced by what is pre-selected for your ears and eyes. However, there is much that can be done to make good change happen. And the time is now to offer your piece.

The alchemy of change will be very powerful this year. It will come from the smaller units, the smaller particles in the chemistry of all things. Do not look for an invitation this year. Create your own place in the grand scheme of all things. In doing so you will create new particles, new molecules through sheer intention. These new molecules can create new substances, energies and energetic patterns. We will create new realities, a new world from the inside out this year. Inside out is the best and most stable way of change. You have long known that the Universe is holographic. If you could stop trying to implement change primarily outside yourself and showed us the Universe you want to see manifest by being that Universe from the inside out … then, my dear ones we will accomplish anything our hearts desire.

Be the grains of true sand this Moon. Be conscious and wise and loving grains. Remind yourself of the essence of why you came. Who are you as a unique grain of sand? Answer this and decide next who best to inspire and influence. Then you will be well on your way in this leadership-filled, alchemical year of miracles. Be blessed sweet ones. It is my continued honor to serve you! Be blessed.

AHO, Grandmother

 

Monthly Focus: December 2005

(Grandmother arrives with us for this month’s teaching smiling. She takes us all by the hand and leads us through a cave, a steep canyon wall, then along a winding trail until we finally arrive at our destination. It is breathtaking. We are standing on this tiny ledge and looking at the Valley below. It is a sunny day and the grass is emerald green. The air quality and crispness is such the likes that none of us have ever seen before. Everything is magnified in electromagnetic frequency, but not in a static way … more in a way that heightens our awareness and allows us to feel and sense into the very essence of what we are observing. And, most magnificent of all, is that the Valley is completely filled with Buffalo. It is hard for us to breathe and take in this experience. Grandmother pauses and smiles deep within herself.)

This is a Moon of Buffalo. This is what I have waiting to gift you. You have twisted yourself inside-out this year and I have promised you at the beginning of this year that you would travel more distinctively along your path and in your successes than ever before. I reminded you in December of 2004 that we shall look at the year 2005 and remember it as a time when we each experienced deeply and personally, 5 separate and enormous successes. You will be able to recount and count them all by name on one hand. And, this is good. This is what I am asking you to do this Moon here on the ledge of beauty and possibility. Allow yourself the honor of walking back through this year and counting these successes. Then name them and bring them here to the Valley wall and we shall give prayer thanks to the Buffalos and to the Earth and to one another for being able to carry out such huge feats of potential.

Next year, you will redefine potential for yourself. You will do more, only by doing less. You have had to prove to yourself this year that you were worthy of success and joy and abundance. For the most part, this has been done. (She chuckles in her all knowing ways.) For those of you who are still circling, reigning tightly to the old ways of struggle … at least you are tired enough to relinquish control over this matter once and for all. Rocks do not get polished to perfection along a River bottom by trying to control the River. They are worn smooth by moment by moment acts of trust and surrender. This is what you too are doing, although many of you are still weary from trying to control or plan a River bottom as a Rock. (She smiles and urges us to sit on the ledge. We welcome this gesture.)

For years I have been loving you and teaching you. Even if we have just met today, I and many others have been meeting with you in the dream time and in-between places to remind you of your magnificence. When will you accept it? When will you truly accept your glory? You can see the beauty and magnificence of the Valley and the Buffalo here below. You allow this in. This is nothing compared to what we see when we look at your heart and true inner beauty and magnificence. When will you allow this knowing truly in to your cells and very being? You make us work very hard up here in the ethers reminding you that you are good and to keep going. (She smiles and winks.) Of course, this is no trouble. However, just think about what else we could speak about and teach if you were not focused so much on struggle and sameness. We could spend time reflecting on how things work, how they can be improved, how every cell and life truly works. (Grandmother smiles to her self. She looks as if she has just had a brilliant idea and is proud of herself for thinking it.)

Perhaps I have been guilty of waiting. Waiting for you to ask about energy and life and how all things work before telling you. Perhaps I have waited too long at the tending fires holding you close to my heart so you would still be physically here to walk upon this Earth. Perhaps a big part of our teaching time together next year can be dedicated to sharing what I know and see from behind life’s veil so that you can more fully grasp the context of where you live and this place you can manifest from called Earth. Yes, perhaps I can still foster the home fires of tending and care, and also teach a bit of “science and chemistry” as it were! (She chuckles to herself.)

For now and for this Moon, realize that the Buffalo are here and plentiful for us all once more. We will find balance and give thanks for their blessings this time. This is a very different world that we live in than it was 500 years ago when the Buffalo began leaving. It is a time for quiet celebration, without shame. We are all growing up. It is a good time to be powerful and alive. Allow this Moon to be one filled with blessings counted. Enjoy being the Rock tumbling about the River bottom, knowing that your own beauty and smoothness has only been able to show through with the grace of this wearing. Rest here and survey your dominion. Claim your next dominion, with us as full witnesses. Breathe and smile and give thanks this Moon. It has been a year of great change, yes. But look at yourself. You have never been more yourself in your entire life! Be blessed.

AHO, Grandmother

 

Monthly Focus: November 2005

(Today we arrive for the teaching on our backs in the desert sand. It is not too hot and the sand feels like an enormous support. The others in the teaching circle are here with us, but we are spread out and not particularly aware of one another. Grandmother speaks to us from deep inside our own hearts.) There is only a few weeks left in this year that we call 2005. It has been one of the fastest fleeting years in your entire life. In many ways this is good for there was rapid movement and change such the likes that you would have truly resisted if you had the chance to think on it. Thinking is not exactly the activity that has gotten you where you are this year. This Moon is dedicated to thinking in very concrete terms. Time to use the magic of your changed life and energy to actually influence that which you wish to have surround you next. There will always be many things to think about. I would ask that you choose one of three areas to hold as your primary focus for this Moon and then to become very concrete about planning and applying yourself. All of these three areas interact and intersect as we have spoken about many times (And is outlined on Grandmother's CD entitled 3 - Paths).

And so, choose one of these 3 - Paths; either your body, your relationships or your work as the focus for this Moon. Do not waffle and re-choose mid-Moon. Use one as an expression of commitment and planning. Ask yourself "what can I do in 8 weeks to show my true glory and ability in one area of my life." Eight weeks is not very long, and at the same time, with focus and dedication, conscious dedication ... eight weeks is an eternity. And so apply yourself and use this time well. This is a Moon for making lists and not letting any thing take you off track. No matter what. All of you are advanced enough that you know that exquisite chaos and high drama will come and chew at your pant legs when you truly committed to your focus. Look lovingly at the chaos that bites and then walk forward regardless ... paying it absolutely no mind at all. Ignore it, pretend that the chaos is not there. Usually I will recommend compassion and politeness, but not today. Not that I ever ask that you are rude to others, just do not heed them. Walk forward with a deaf ear and a blind eye to chaos and the antics of others. They are always proportional to your movement forward and your success. You can not sit here on the sand and cry tears that life is bothering you by merely interacting with you when you have been asking your whole life to live in your full power with freedom. True full power and freedom is a very good magnet. It is very appealing to others. Others will always sooner climb into your pocket for their free ride than do what you have done, what many have done to claim success, freedom and power for themselves.

Do not give any thing away this Moon. Do not let anyone climb into your pocket. Even if it is your custom to be generous, try actually keeping your power and directing it for four solid weeks, for yourself. This is the quest you are being asked to fill within yourself. It will not necessarily be easy but the results will be like diamonds! You think that four weeks are short. Indeed four weeks spent entirely on yourself and your goals and lists will feel like an entire year if they are properly applied. And so, do this for yourself. Use the privacy and vastness of this desert and the wise grains of sand here that support you as your inspiration. Do you know how many years these mountains and rocks have patiently endured with only the kiss of the winds, sun and rains to work themselves into the minuscule pebbles that make up this desert that supports you here? Deserts are underrated as to their value. They provide a great, transmutable stability on this Earth. They do so quietly and without pretense. Does a desert not remind you of you? And so, draw strength here. Rest and focus with the support of all the wisdom and stability of the sands. People often dread the deserts because they can be so harsh. While this is true, there is a yielding and wisdom far beyond the naked eye built within their very molecular structure. Draw smiles and support and be your own true grain of sand in our world over this next four weeks. You will be surprised how much polish can occur in four short weeks of solid focus. Be blessed my sweet ones. I will smile and bring you much wind this Moon!

AHO, Grandmother

 

Monthly Focus: October 2005

(This month we arrive for the monthly teaching on tip toes. We don’t know why we have assumed this position, but as we approach the council fire gathering of like-minded people, we find ourselves on our toes. We try and correct our posture and foot positioning, and a few more steps only to find ourselves back on tip toes once again. Soon it becomes humorous in a quasi-alarming way. Eventually we surrender and find ourselves either floating or falling gently to the ground to lie in the grasses. Grandmother speaks gently.)

Feel within your own quiet heart, which way your body takes you. Do you float up off your tip toes into the skies or do you find yourself floating and gently being rested down into the grasses on the Earth? Take a moment and pause. Feel which way you go. (We pause for a few minutes in this exercise. We go one way or the other. Grandmother nods her approval, appreciating our willingness to learn by doing.) Not all learning can come from here. (She points to our head, our minds.) This Moon has very little to do with cognition. I have never known a miracle or true blessing that has come into a life through a mental doorway, through cognition. True blessings happen when you surrender. True surrender always catches you by surprise and is very pleasing like your tip-toe floating that you are doing right now. Both ways are good medicine. Let us understand the brilliance in what direction your body chose to send you.

Those who floated from tip-toe to the skies are being asked this Moon to surrender to a larger force. Surrender to the power of nature, of tradition, of love. Find something larger than yourself to align with this Moon and you will find your surrender process much gentler. You have been wrestling with trying to fit impossible tasks into a time and space that barely exists. Take time this Moon to breathe and play, to rest and smile. Through the play you will be reminded to keep things in perspective. You have worked as hard as you could have ever dared to dream. Stop putting more pressure on yourself to try harder, longer, faster, and stronger. You will succeed this Moon by playing and letting things come to you. It may be the most awkward thing you have ever done!

Those of you who floated off tip-toe and gently to the grasses and the Earth are already quite grounded in the letting go process. In fact, you have already let go of so much that there is scarce anything left to let go of. While being nimble and humble are good virtues, the grasses are asking you to surrender this Moon by actually taking hold of that which is dear to you, gripping firmly and calmly and asserting what us rightfully yours. You will in fact, surrender … by claiming what is your true right to success. As your other friends who floated upward will find, this may also be the hardest thing you have ever done. While it may make no sense to surrender by holding on to that which you rightfully deserve, you are too accustomed to letting things slide by and away, and so ‘tis time for claiming this Moon.

Both ways are true surrender. Both surrender without expectation and with enormous calm. Both are difficult to do since they are out of your normal way of being. One surrenders and succeeds by truly letting go, and the other succeeds through the surrender it takes to actually hold on. (Grandmother smiles suddenly. We can feel her love.) You are already exquisite in your self; why not try a new way for once? Oh, I know you have dabbled concept-u-ally with surrender, but this Moon give it a real chance. In truth you have too much at stake to cycle round one more time to “almost-making-it-work.” The grand whistle has blown in life and you have been called to the players plate to play full and strong. You have trained your entire life to be standing here right now in your full power. There is no one watching. There are other strong ones playing and this is good. Those you may worry might judge you, can not see you with their eyes any longer. You have grown beyond them with love.

And so, celebrate this Moon. Surrender out of style and do it fully. Focus on your goals and dreams and take only those who can run fast with you this Moon. Running fast is why you came. The shifts in the funny playground called “power” have left enormous cracks this Moon in which you can pass through unencumbered. Bless this swift passage and feel the joy in playing to your full capacity. Much of your life thus far has been played in full capacity running in resistance to all that has made you strong. Try running now because you have a job to do. No one can see, nor catch you now. Run because you are thankful for the chance to run and play, to participate to this fullest capacity. Run because you like the wind in your hair and you are proud of who you are and what you believe in. Run because you make a difference in our world just by being you. I and many others will watch and celebrate our tip-toe, floating friends. Thank you for your strength and resilience. Now, go and surrender and float in your true direction. Both ways will succeed wonderfully, although through very different means! Be blessed dear ones, be blessed!

AHO, Grandmother

 

Monthly Focus: September 2005

(Today we arrive for the monthly teaching feeling frazzled. Well, frazzled would be an understatement. Many of are angry, others are shaken, others feeling nervous, but not knowing why. We try to ground ourselves and focus on the teaching circle, but we are distracted. We reign tightly and try more coping strategies. None work. We are confused and embarrassed. Our chests want to exploded, but where would they go? Where would they explode to? Grandmother smiles understanding this dynamic tension within us. She is very compassionate. She nods and encourages us to sit on the grass in the valley that we are in. We sit.)

This last Moon has not necessarily been an easy one. The entire world has been re-hardwired, so to speak, in order to accept and transmit messages … knowing from other worlds beyond our own. In the historical past we were kept abreast what was going on in other galaxies by the transmissions that were first sent here to the Earth and received by the whales. The whales sent their knowing on through their sonar through the water and the Earth along specific ley lines, certain pathways. The water took the knowing up to the skies where the bats grabbed hold of the transmission and then they sent the messages along their sonar route to us, to the two leggeds, to the plants and animals and all who live upon the Earth. This was the old way. It worked well for a long time.

Since April of this year that we are in, the sonic waves that are being used beneath the sea are too many such that the typical way of sending and receiving communication is no longer able to continue. And so, since mid-July until approximately September the 5th, you are adjusting your frequencies to the new ways that information can and will be delivered. It is all good medicine. We need be connected to the Universe and to the other worlds that are a part of all things. To think we could remain separate is like trying to imagine a body working without a heart, or lungs or veins. We are all connected. The re-wiring will be felt mostly in your body, in your attention span … you may feel detached somewhat, even a bit angry, but more in a flash fire way. After the 6th, many things will change. Do not be afraid of change. Change always works for the best in the end.

And so, today and for this Moon you are asked to change. Change to be in the life you have always wanted, always asked for, always worked for. Demand and communicate, be good to your body. It can not handle abuse this Moon. You can not handle abuse from others this Moon. Be good to those whom you consider your family, your inner circle. It is not the time for dragging people along just because they are needy. Have compassion, but stay clear to your directive. There will always be people to take care of but this Moon you need to take care of you. If we don’t have you well and strong, we have nothing. I say this not as an ultimatum or to be cautionary, but to be clear, honest and practical. It is a good Moon to operate from practicality.

Too often you think that you can not be caring, feeling and practical all at the same time. Caring and feeling means you are real, you are alive. Being practical means that you are clearheaded enough to look after yourself and others to whom you are responsible. Practical is good, not insensitive. It is important that you look around at what is happening in your personal world and the outer world with practical, clear eyes. All things that happen in the outside world are rarely what they seem. Look inward and maintain calm as our fledgling fear tries to nip and bite for attention and company. Do not keep the company of fear this Moon. That will give away your power. You know what you want and where you are going. No one can take you off track if you remember this thing. You have not come this far to step back and down now. Full steam ahead is the motto of this exciting Moon. I know you linger, hoping that someone will open a door for you that you have to pry open for yourself. Pry. You are strong enough to do it. It would be easier looking around the corner to see what is coming, to see how things will all turn out. They will turn our very fine. You just need trust and be practical, move forward and do not dance with fear. Be firm with your boundaries and tend to yourself this Moon. When you are well tended, others who rely on you, who look to you by way of example, will also thrive, in the end. Be blessed. If you forget who you are, listen to these words again. See that they are truly your own words spoken by me because you have been busy and perhaps forgotten for a moment, just what a miracle and what a powerful player you are on life’s team. Thank you for coming to this circle and listening. Be blessed. You are never alone.

AHO, Grandmother

 

Monthly Focus: August 2005

(Today we arrive for the monthly teaching breathing deeply. Oxygen seems to be a rare commodity these days. Grandmother nods and we sit down on the rocks beneath us. We are in a large rock canyon or valley. We sit here at the bottom. She urges us to make ourselves comfortable and to recline on the rocks. She smiles. ) Look up. Look at the sky and the rocks above you. They are magnificent, are they not? (We nod inside our minds, in agreement.) They are large and old and they are here to support you. The contrast between what is old; the rocks … and what appear new and ever-changing; the sky is your compass for this Moon. Contrasts are to be welcomed. The worlds are shifting and you will only continue to notice the discrepancies between them even more.

Many of you are feeling scattered right now because you have gone through an honest conversation with yourself looking at your faults and weaknesses in these past few weeks. You have tried one more round at being harsh on yourself, on self-improvement. Nothing you can do will change who you are. You keep trying to improve yourself, and yet sitting down to work on yourself will not get you the results you are seeking today. Only by moving forward in your life, your specific goals … will get the types of results you seek both in your inside life and without.

Do you think you have to be perfect to contribute? To love? To interact with others and to play? Perfection as you define it is not realistic. Look up. The rocks and sky are not perfect. They have faults, blemishes, clouds, rainy days as well as sunny ones. There are long pauses where nothing seems to move and yet there is incredible majesty in this sameness. Be like the rocks and sky this Moon, steadfast and at the same time, ever-changing. No one else will see your changes. You will have to be your own witness this Moon. What is it that is still holding you back from greatness and magnificence? What has no one else seen that you are still waiting for to be acknowledged? Take time and bring that sacred vulnerability to the valley. Bring yourself, one by one to the quiet pool that resides here in the rocks.

(Grandmother stands up and takes us one by one to the pool of still water. It is black and deep. It is ominous and at the same time, generous and peaceful. She stands behind us, each in turn and whispers the same words in our ears. “You are magnificent. I know you have endured much. Look into the still waters and see, truly witness, that part of you that holds ease and success, hostage within yourself. Ask yourself …What is it that has not been acknowledged yet in my life? What needs be witnessed? What holds me back from my full potential? They are all the same thing. Feel it. Name it. Then when you are ready, look into your own reflection in the pond here and witness that which only your own self can witness. No one else could bear the pain, the largeness, the raw beauty of your own experience.”

(Grandmother takes the entire month to walk us, each in turn, to the pond of still waters so that we can witness ourselves. She nods once we are all complete. Adults who pretend to run the world with strength while still waiting for acknowledgement that can never come from another, are not adults. They are merely adults pretending, while they wait. Eventually waiting will change to bitterness and bitterness does not taste very good. Holding others accountable to witness that which only you can see within yourself is one of the largest tricks you will ever play upon yourself. It has worked thus far; even been appropriate, for you have needed many delay-sticks, many strengthening-sticks in your pocket. Now, we need you moving forward, freely in maturity and love. Now, we can have no more deception. No more pretending. Be you fully this Moon. Likely you will have to risk much, but the rewards are far greater than the losses you do fear. Draw strength from the rocks and sky. Be a part of the quiet and strong magnificence that holds this world steady. Be a foundation upon which others can build. Witness yourself. I will stand with you. The others will stand with you. All of us who love you from beyond life’s veil will stand with you. You can continue to stand crooked and uncomfortable in your life, or you can stand tall and meet the invitation of self-witness this Moon. Then we will have full adults running our world. Then full adult success and relationships can find you better. You may have felt in the last few weeks that you have been retreating. You have only been retreating here to the valley for a full view of your own glory. Be blessed sweet ones. Be wise and fully yourselves this Moon. We await you at the next station of your success.

AHO, Grandmother

 

Monthly Focus: July 2005

(Today we arrive for the teaching wondering where we are. We feel calm, yet somewhat misplaced. We look around us and sense the others, but can see no one. We pause for long periods of time practicing our trust and inner calm. After a time the calm shifts to nonchalance. We feel Grandmother smile. Then the typical teaching picture comes in to view fully. We are in a meadow, deep in the Mountains in an isolated community in Europe. We sit in the grass and enjoy the saturated air. The oxygen feels good to our lungs, body and brains. Grandmother nods.)

Yes, your brain has been foggy a bit as of late. No wonder. If you look back and see what you have accomplished in these last 6 weeks, you will wonder how you got any sleep at all. This Moon you are being asked once again to move quickly and to stay close to nature. You are being asked to be very outgoing, to meet new people, to accept new directions and projects … all the while to maintain an air of nonchalance.

Sometimes people do not understand nonchalance. It has nothing to do with not being a caring person. Rather, it has more to do with an objectivity that is key to your success right now. (Grandmother sits and joins us on the grass. She chews a piece of grass, which is a gesture that usually indicates that she is choosing her words carefully. She nods in agreement.) I am choosing my words carefully. I do so because too many times words are not clearly heard. They are interpreted, rather than being taken in with the intention with which they were spoken.

Sometimes, you care too much. Sometimes your desire to serve too many or to be of service to others makes you sloppy. This is because you can not possibly fit all things on to your plate. This Moon you must sit and choose from a place of nonchalance what, how and who will get to be in your inner circle of operations. By this inner circle I mean, who will you deal with, or continue to deal with that makes the biggest use of the gifts that you truly give? Who can help and truly serve in moving you forward on your path? If you looked at your life objectively, from this place of discernment, what two or three things would you let go of? What few things do you need to let go of to best serve the forward momentum that is truly happening?

We have spoken many times about too many things, people and responsibilities upon your plate. You have been asked to streamline before. You have been asked to lighten your load before. Some of you have. Many more of you have not; you have just become more artful at piling. Today, this Moon, you are being asked to let a few things go in order to keep up the exciting pace and change that you are going through. You can not have more than 5 or 10 people inside the gate of your energetic skin. You can not have more than 2 or 3 key projects on the go at any one time. I know there will be melding and blending of tasks and projects, but to keep pace with this year, you need to be more slick, more planned, more clear on how and why you are doing what you are doing. Does it serve you moving forward? How? Are there better, easier ways to accomplish the same task? These are the questions to ask your self today.

Soon enough, fall will be here and you will not be the same person that you are today. Your life will look much different. You need enjoy the summer season whilst it is here, to draw strength and joy and support form the warmth of the earth itself. Many of you live in different geographic areas, I do know this, but seasons happen everywhere, regardless of the terrain changes. This is the last season you will have to plot your course with time and sunshine. Use this Moon well. Embrace the new relationships that are on your doorstep. Be discerning. Most of all be nonchalant. Nonchalance affords you an objective eye in which to run your life. Sometimes life is like a business, you have to make sacrifices and changes in order to make the entire machine work more smoothly. Be objective and choose swiftly and efficiently this Moon.

AHO, Grandmother

 

Monthly Focus: June 2005

(Today we arrive for the monthly teaching bright and early. Some of us have been waiting to gather here for a number of weeks, since mid-May. We are standing in a pine forest and are surrounded by a whole fleet of ravens and crows. The birds are remarkably silent. They are not in the trees or flying, rather they are standing on the ground with us. It is sunny, quiet and beautiful here in the woods today. The colors are exceptionally vivid. We feel hopeful and calm. Grandmother smiles as we sense ourselves fully arrive, both at an individual level and a group. She nods.)

Good to feel this calm, this vividness, this clarity. This Moon in many ways is to be considered the beginning of this year. Try as you may, you have not been able to shed the old ways and loyalties you have had to doing things the same way until now. (Grandmother laughs, heartily.) I know that you are not the same person who came in to this New Year. I know you have made enormous changes! That would be cruel to understate this. What I mean is that until a few weeks ago you have been trying to change and at the same time, trying to keep many things, the status quo, the same while you change too. It can not be done. (She smiles gently.)

Enjoy the smells here in the pine forest this Moon. Thank yourself for all the changes you have made thus far, in this year, and in your life to date. You are prepared to live your life fully and for your own vision now. You have always been prepared to do this emotionally, mentally and spiritually. You have not been prepared until this Moon to this very thing, organically, chemically. (She reaches down and picks us some pine needles and lets them sift through her fingers.) You have not been prepared at a physical level, a cellular level for success and glory at such a large level until now. The changes inside your heart that you have made thus far this year have allowed now your physical body to catch up and finally believe you. (She smiles and winks.) And, this is good!

Use this Moon to really advance yourself and keep the continuity of what you have always said in your mind and heart, now echoing and anchoring loudly in your cells. The loudest power we have, the place of fate and miracles is always at a cellular level. When cells believe what you have been saying all along, you have true mastery, true power. (She breathes deeply and we follow her breath by doing the same. We smile and the crows and ravens come even closer to us. We see our own reflections in their eyes and smile again.)

Let the crows and ravens travel with you this Moon that is filled with magic and power. They will help you bridge between ancient power and current power, which is truly what is happening. They are all the same power, however one has been fraught with exclusivity and one is now meant for all. You are bearers of the power that is meant to be shared, used and learned … carried by all. You know it, you live it and now you are strongly modeling it. Blessed be for clarity. The ravens and crows will help you make this transition to carrying the torch now even higher. They will help you carry this torch beyond personal expression, in to larger circles of this same expression. They will also help keep the old ways, the ancient ways at bay, reminding ancient power that this point in history is now past. (She smiles and chuckles.) Leave the technical aspects of this transition to those of us who reside in the spirit world and animal kingdom. You need leave some of the fun to us!

Allow this Moon to be the beginning of your new year, your new life. You will visibly accomplish more in the next six Moons than you have in five years. It will be busy, but not frantic. It will be result-filled, not challenge-based. This is not to say that you will not be challenged, but they will be challenges you will welcome, not repeats of more of the same old challenges you have face while convincing your cells that life really was meant to be the way you have always visioned it. I am proud of you. Be proud of yourself. We have more strength now in the web of all things because you are living your standards and knowing them too at this cellular level. I am glad to see this evolution anchored in reality. I always knew that it would come, but it is indeed a sight to behold. (Grandmother motions for us to look around us by nodding her head toward those behind us. As we turn, we gasp. Whereas we are accustomed to seeing a few hundred or thousand people in these circles, we turn and see people and crows and ravens lined up for literally miles behind us in the forest. We see through the trees and over the mountains with our heightened eyes. There is no end to us. We laugh at the sight of ourselves. We feel excited, touched by sacred company and nervous all at the same time. Grandmother nods.)

Several times this Moon you will feel the rushing of these sorts of feelings. It may feel fleeting, like a rush of adrenaline or wind. They may feel like feelings that are not your own, yet run deep within and around you. This is true pride surging through yourself and the others who have walked this long path along side you in their own lives and time. It is the cellular surge of a true “coming of age”. Be blessed dear ones and enjoy the miracles of your own new worlds.

AHO, Grandmother

 

The Channelled Wisdom Of Grandmother
Monthly Focus: May 2005

(Today we arrive for monthly teaching weeping. We are not certain why. It is as if we have arrived together and just let our feelings run free. Grandmother nods and encourages us to weep in the gentle nest of pine needles that cover the forest floor. We can not help ourselves. We feel quite overrun. And so, since there is permission and good company, we weep. After a time, we just lay quiet and smell the Earth and pine needles beneath us. We are still not clear as to why we felt compelled to cry upon arrival, but have appreciated the release. Grandmother nods. She speaks softly yet clearly.)

You felt compelled to weep for many reasons. Many of you are so bone weary, you are weeping to ensure that you are still alive. (She smiles gently.) Many of you are weeping out of prayer thanks and relief that you have made it to this phase of your life. You are weeping out of joy that you are still alive. (She smiles again broadly.) Still others are weeping because you are jumping in leaps and bounds into the life you have already promised yourself many years ago. You are weeping for all of those whom you love that have a hard time celebrating your successes and aliveness. You are weeping for what must be left behind. (She smiles again, compassionately.)

There is another reason that you are weeping. It has nothing to do with you. It has to do with the many, the masses that have now, just in these last two weeks, entered their phase of awakening that takes them into the black hole, the void, the nothing. You will remember this place. It is the place of utter darkness, desolation and despair. It is where you were convinced that all had forsaken you, and that experienced complete aloneness. It was the place of choosing, of life and death. (We sigh, remembering that time and place in our lives all too well. Grandmother nods her head and toys with the pine needles.) It is a place that all who are awake must go through. It is more than a rite of passage. It is indeed a doorway. A doorway to possibility and to yourself.

I tell you these things because this Moon you are being asked to make sure that you see all things through a clear lens. The beginning of the Moon will have you wondering if you have any lens at all. You will be seduced into the strong tides of the many who are going into their place in the vortex of choice. It may feel as if you are set back in time to a place you have not seen for many years. (Grandmother smiles in reminder.) You are not. You are being tugged, yes. You are being pulled, yes. You are having to swim strong so as not to get caught in the ease of the swirling tunnels that beckon you to the place of alone-ness. But you have already swam that river before. Instead, look through your own lens of purpose. It is not your place, nor your battle to be doubting this Moon. Focus instead on paring down and working toward that which you desire. You may likely have to let go of someone that you cherish this Moon. Not because you do not love them, merely that they no longer fit into your life in the form they have thus far. Do so willingly and weep in your own private ways. Likely they will be back in new ways very soon and the both of you will be stronger for it.

Rest and celebrate this Moon. You will have be strong and forge forward. Likely you will feel as if you have to forge alone. In many ways you will, but the alone-walk is only temporary. Be efficient with your time. It is affording you an incredible amount of flexibility and yet a very small window for accomplishing. It may look like a trick has been laid upon you, but dear ones, it has not. Be yourself. Walk strong and tall. Weep for whatever needs be honored and then walk your truth. Those who can also walk strong will walk right beside you soon enough. This Moon, ‘tis better to stand alone and feel a little naked, than to stand with others who can not see the full potential in all things. Keep the scent of pine with you and smell it whenever you in need of a reminder of whom you truly are. Be blessed.

AHO, Grandmother

 

Monthly Focus: April 2005

(Today we arrive celebrating with Grandmother and the others. We have dragged ourselves through some pretty amazing turf in order to get here and are covered in quite a bit of dirt. We laugh to see that we are not alone. We all sport this slightly disheveled look. Grandmother asks us to all take our time and walk under a large, yet gentle Waterfall that is here in the jungle that we are in. She smiles.)

Take your time this Moon. You will feel rushed and yes, you may even feel dirty from all of you toiling. Smile and be proud. No matter what you do this Moon do not doubt or stray off track. How many times and in how many ways have I uttered this message to you over the years? (She winks.) I have meant it every time, but some Moons more than others have a reason behind them.

This Moon will mark the first Moon that you have energetically stepped out of the glue that has bound you to be invisible to all of the walking world ways. Let me explain. All of you whom I am privileged to teach and to love are in a deep position of service. In the past you have had to be partially invisible so that you would not frighten or offend those whom you are actually aiming to serve with your forthright and loving natures. And so, much time has passed where you have been cloaked, invisible, trodden upon and even slowed by your own questioning mind regarding how much you actually do have to offer.

In these past two years, and indeed in these past few Moons, you have changed your questioning to a position of “serving no matter what.” You are not a martyr. You are not even so bothered by the antics of others. You have gone a step or two beyond expecting fairness, justice or even rest. Many of you are actually learning to rest and play and add joy to the mix. Every time you do this, your results expand ten-fold. And so, there is a new grace and gentleness to your serving. You are no longer holding the Universe hostage to your expectations of fairness. (Grandmother smiles deeply.) And this makes you ever so much more free, functional and human.

The most beautiful aspect of the human spirit is not so much our capacity to love or even to endure; it is our ability to feel compassion in the face of silliness or adversity. You have just freshly added the ability to say “no” to this mix and to mean it with neutrality and clarity. Blessed be for this graduation. And so, you are now ready to walk, seen and heard, respected and of course, still challenged into this next phase of your life and serving.

This Moon, smile and celebrate. Choose one or two things that you stand for and recognize that others are not coming to test you on your stand; they are coming to learn about your stand. Breathe and welcome the fast movement forward. Stand long and often beneath the Waterfall here with the others. You could not fail if you tried. All of your resisting and plotting for smallness has left years ago. Walk compassion this Moon. Allow opportunities to come your way that in your best dreamtime, you could have never dreamed up yourself. The Universe is seeing the cream rise to the top on it’s own accord. This is not elitist in any way. It is simply the cream that is asking to be crafted into specific food to feed the others. Although in the past it has felt like you were the meal, you will not be devoured in service. No true servers ever are. They nourish and sustain, but only because they know who they are. You know who you are dear ones. Walk your stand and service this Moon and smile to see how many things can come your way. Be blessed. The glue of smallness that has served you so well in the past is gone now. You are forever free of needing to walk invisibly in the world you work to serve others. It is a good day!

AHO, Grandmother

 

 

Monthly Focus: March 2005

(We arrive for the teaching for the month with Grandmother feeling excited and refreshed without knowing why exactly we feel this way. She winks and points to the beach we are standing on. We see hundreds of thousands of animals and people lined up to celebrate us. We are not sure why we deserve this honor, but we accept their love and proud wishes nonetheless. Several animals and people come up to greet and claim us individually. Some are familiar while others are new. Grandmother speaks to us proudly.)

This is your coming out Moon! She announces proudly. You are coming out of the shadows in your post in life. I know that words mean different things to different people. What I am meaning by coming out of the shadows is that you are moving beyond being invisible, unseen, misunderstood, overlooked, quiet and watchful to being more in full view. Shadows are very important in life. I am not talking about darkness, I am talking about the shadow of service. You have not been hiding in service, but rather you have been so busy serving all of your life, you forget there is anything else to do.

(Many of us are stumped. We wonder what else there might be to focus upon or “do’ other than to serve. Grandmother asks us to quickly lie down upon the beach sands while she corrects us.) Focusing upon service is fine. Living your life through service is fine. It is a good and sturdy place to live. There are however, plenty of other things to “do” in life. (We still remain quiet and blank. It feels good to lie on the ground. It seems we are playing an exercise of lying beneath the radar so that others who would call us out to serve cannot find us. It is strange, but a welcomed relief. Grandmother nods.) Good, get used to this position. Lie down a great deal this Moon. You need not sleep, but rather rest and imagine what you would like to do other than serve. Take your time. You have dreamed about these things much. Now ‘tis time to put the dreaming into action.

If you rest, come out of the shadows and fully accept the support and honoring of the animals and team members that are here to serve you ... you will move mountains this Moon. Be open to the players who show up to support you. They may not be who you expect, but receive them wholeheartedly, nonetheless. You need a good blend of new and old resources, and plenty of animal medicine to boot! (Grandmother winks playfully. Before we have a chance to ask too many questions and think it through, she directs the team members and animals on our beach to carry us off and plop us in the water. We go willingly. It feel futile to resisting the fun. We are being invited out to play. Although there are always worlds to serve and save, for this moment we relinquish to the support and play. Some of us are even stopping thinking for a few split seconds. Next we hear laughter trail down the beach. The laughter becomes contagious and soon we are all laughing just because others are so genuinely enjoying their laughter. There is a strange echo to the laughter. It is almost hollow or tin-like. It is genuine, yet ancient at the same time. It is as if we have laughed this laugh before. Something deep within us clicks into place. We are silent and scarce move or breathe. All is quiet as we sit or stand in the water. Grandmother nods and speaks to us telepathically.)

You have laughed this genuine laugh before. In ancient days and times, this was the original laugh. It was a laugh of company and love, of support and sharing, of rest and play. I see that you remember well. I see that you have missed it. Some cultures here on Earth remember this original laugh, but they are far and few between. Time to bring the original laugh back into our lives and cultures once again. This is a laugh that claims rest and play, time to do other things in life besides work and serve. You do this plenty. Move mountains this Moon by laughing and playing. Move swiftly and easily forward by feeling the support of your teams and the animals around you. Do not wait for others in your life to prove their support. It is not right to hold them hostage to your standards that are never finished. Instead, simply feel the support that is there. Feel the support that is here within this very beach circle. When you read and share these words with others, even the others you have not yet met ... smiles and support can circle round ... like a great smiling prayer.

Do not take yourself too seriously this Moon. Lie down a great deal. Work when you are working and then save the rest of the time to rest and play. What do you play best? What have you been waiting to play? Get busy then playing and you will hear the old laughter echos round and round properly. Original laughter buoys and supports. It sends a clear instruction out into all things that says that you are here and “thy will be done” simply because you are strong enough to claim it. Other have been asking you to play old games and keep you in direct service, but this is not how best you can be used. There is only one you and already you are stretched to the limit. Think on how you can best serve by playing more. How will this make sense to you? Stretch your ways of doing things. Just when others are rounding into another tight spin of seriousness, ask yourself within your own respectful heart ... “how can I counterbalance the weather of worry in others by being sunshine and laughter.?” Of course, I know that you will not laugh at the others who have having their debut of deep concern. Do turn and present a different face in your own life and world and it will counterbalance these tight spinnings nonetheless. Make sure you are not playing and laughing because you are diligently trying to serve by being counterbalance. Play and laugh because you need the practice. Play and laugh because the very sound of it will send a smile out into the very fibre of all things and remind every soul that we are fine. We will continue to exist despite the best campaigns to pretend otherwise. Beyond survival there is sun and choice. Choose well and celebrate your ongoing successes and heart this wonder-filled Moon. Be blessed.

AHO, Grandmother

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Monthly Focus: January 2005

(This month we arrive for the teaching in a huge Valley. The walls are so tall that they tower above us. We feel small, yet confident as we wander along the Valley floor. We walk for hours with the others who have gathered for the teaching. We do not see Grandmother, but sense her nonetheless. There are several thousand people walking here together. We sense there are also thousands of spirit guides watching over us invisibly, with Grandmother. She smiles, as do the other guides who are now visible.)

We are proud that you have learned to walk so confidently and strongly over this past year. Last year we have said was the “year you have all been waiting for.” And it was. You life has changed in ways that prove there is no turning back. This year you will travel more distinctively along your path and in your successes than ever before. This time next year we shall look at the year 2005 and remember it as a time when we each experienced deeply and personally, 5 separate and enormous successes. You will be able to recount and count them all by name on one hand. And, this is good. (She smiles.)

This Moon you are being asked to make the necessary changes that you need to make in your life in order to maneuver freely. It is a very sly and mischievous Moon we are in. I do not mean that it is meant to be mean, deceptive or tricky … however you may occasion to wonder this. I mean that this Moon is tricky in that things slip by here and there and then you wonder how much control you actually do have in your life at all. (She chuckles lovingly.) See how long it has taken these words to even come your way? (Our personal guides come and greet us and hold our hand affectionately.)

Our world is not perfect. In many ways, it truly is, but there is huge imperfection in the grand picture of all perfection. This Moon you will see an actual tear in realities such the likes that we have never seen. You may even feel that you are slipping away from the everyday walking world called life, simply because it seems so sublime. You are not loosing your bearings. However, the every day walking world and the energetic worlds of what is also true and real are continuing to drift further and further apart. You may pause to wonder which planet you are on. It is like a dance of great plate tectonics is underway. Continents are drifting apart and you may feel compelled to choose one over another in the drifting. Choose neither. And … choose both. They can exist, co-exist rather … simultaneously.

If you chose to live in your known version of reality and truth, you will still see and walk in the every day walking world, however much of what you know and represent may fall on deaf ears and blind eyes. No matter. Just enjoy and be yourself. You will be harming no one. Only those who wish to awaken can see you now. There are no rescue missions to embark upon in this regard. It is odd for you not to be on “duty” all of the time.

Be yourself this Moon. If you are buffeted about by walking world, worldly ways … then plot a strategic course through them with as little personal offence as possible. Keep strategic. Change your ways. Change as much as you physically can about your own life and personal world. It may seem strange, but for you … change is one of your finest tools for being in control within your life. To you, change is freedom. As such, bear change and freedom smoothly and do not mind so much whether or not others understand you. They have scarce understood you thus far, why should you worry too much about that today.

Walk tall and confident through this Valley of this beginning Moon in the year of 2005. You have taken the mystery and expectation out of life and therefore you are ready to participate fully in the exquisite dance. The Valley walls around you are tall and watch over you. We who are in the spirit world watch over you. We partner with you in this humorous, often annoying and imperfect world. And yet, it is our world. Thank you for your partnership holding it so sacredly. Thank you for holding it safe with those of us who also love and trust so greatly. Be blessed.

AHO, Grandmother

 

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